During these months, I feel as if I'm living in different worlds. um..Why ? These are my different worlds.
1) At Internship, I spend time with local schoolmate in relaxing work environment. Topics discussed are abt other schoolmates, subjects & profs. Ppl in that place are nice locals but they do not reach my inner circle of friendship and neither do I. - I'm just an intern.
2) At home, I spend time with my Myanmar flat-mates. We talk about food, dishes , families and life in Singapore. Ppl at home are warm, nice in nature and peaceful. I love them as my sisters and my aunt. - I'm one of the sisters.
3) At the company of my freelance job, tasks are mostly urgent and rushing. I spend my time with local colleagues again. We talk about the errors, projects and clients. We joke abt each other. They are more than colleagues ,rather good friends to me as we've been working together for years.- I'm a programmer.
4) At outing with my 2 best friends, we talk abt everything openly, share feeling, go shopping, take photos n have fun. To me, they are my beloved sisters who are caring, frank and super nice to me. - I'm a lady.
5) At my final year project meetings, we plan, discuss, brainstorm and talk about the project management stuff, distributing the scopes, meeting the milestones,etc.. Team is made up of 4 Indonesians & 2 Myanmars. Project sponsor is American & clients are locals. Here, team dynamics is influential to individual's personalities. - I'm a project manager
6) At school campus, my time passes by listening to lecture (although.. not always. hee), discussing the topics, taking test n doing projects,etc,etc. - I'm a student.
7) At the badminton court, we talk mostly jokes while playing. All are SMU Myanmar students and they are so friendly & jovial. - I'm a novice badminton player.
8) At my aunt's home, my aunt and I discuss about Dhamma and other personal development topics. It's so nice to listen to her advices. To me, she is my non-biological mother and I love her a lot too.. - I'm a kid.
That's all. Days seem vibrant and bustling. One day, there may be no one around me or I may not be capable of doing things. So, I'm appreciating the present although I wish to be with my family in Myanmar and sometimes I want to be slack or asleep for the whole day. :p
Current mood : calm
Current song : Heaven ~ Bryan Adam